29 januari 2012

tomorrow I'll go to Singapore because there are immersionprogram from my school. I'm really excited because it goes with myfriend. Oh yes I've prepare the night of this and actually I was notprepare really. my mother who prepared all. because im lazy to do this and that.I also had to buy clothes for my buddy later,

  I hope I'll get a handsome guy buddy hahah joke really. I already see the list at the school today and my buddy's girl. her name's lidya. I hope she'll great buddy. A buddy for two person so I have the samebuddy with Dira.

Tomorrow I will  ware a jacket from the school
pretty cool jacket
  but a bit tacky because so thick
as i know that  Singapore's tropical countries like Indonesia-_-
School's name would I go is Springfield school Sec. Schools are 3x bigger than my schoolhahaha
  I was curious of how the school like
 i hope have  experience there
  then can add a lot of friends and crush hahahajust kidding


30 January 2012
Hi guys today I'm in singapore .. I'm posting in hp not in laptop cuz we should not take it ok nevermind.now, im in a fairly comfortable hotel. beach resort city yeaah
  quite good for sleeping. 1 room, along with Debby, Dira, and Afifah
  Our rooms are the largest room hahaha .1hr much faster
I always sleep very late but must get up at 5 I usually fall asleep on the bus
The first impression of the school day. friends so nice here in 3graciousness 
i stayed there with dimas, david, Dira, Debby,and mitha




3rd days
studying... vacation., studyinggg-_-
I am looking for someone in class to looking good to look at and the people I see is
jeng jeng jeng.......
Dimas's buddy!!!!
hahahahahhahaa his name is Faris
Malay guy! dnt know why I like to look towards him.



Day 5 (farewell party)
the Day where I have to write down what my hearts feel today, happy but sad? weird?
Why today I really unstable? Ok here's the story ..
  Ican easilly talked to my friends cuz we have freetime for malay language.bcz im bored i played a weird game with Afifah we call it "AmparAmparPisang" if we lose? we must takes pictures with one guy in the class or say love but just joking. Afifah lose .... Afifah ask for photos to Faris Well I'm fuckin jealous hahahaha joke. we played again. Then I lose it aaaah very happy to said love to Faris butjust joking.but actually in my heart it's true! ok joking.
I sang myself but Faris know the song and  we sang together! we sang marry you by bruno mars
 cool!! Faris voice sounds good I truly admire him
I sing him suddenly got Goosebumps
gosh!! I see the pores open and the hairs stood up in his hands
he seemed really happy to heard i sing
goshhh I am very happy for sure.
from there... I kept thinking about him
  I seem  like him lol hahahahaha
  goodness what the hell Is wrong with me.

along the way I thought he kept

gosh i listened to marry you by brunomars while crying

u had really cool voice

 the first time I found cool guys who good at singing

I can not forget him

His voice! his face

perhaps a hundred times I listened to that song that starts from the school, then to the hotel and

the airport I never change the song

I arrived in Jakarta and quickly follow him. then I try tweeting

 and I could not help what's in my heart.

 I'll have to tell him I feel something different with him

he replied me by dm  like this:

"I cant say I dnt feel the same Because you make me Goosebumps and also I promised when I was a little. I want to find a girl WHO can sing better or just as me. And I found her: p "

* FLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG *

I'm so fly Im very happy

but  I did not know why he's so weird since I asked about a girlfriend. I asked  he already has a gf or not. he replied "already" he has a gf but why can he said romantic words like that?. I'm wondering-_-  the next morning he blocked me in twitter! goshhh whats wrong?. his tweet in protected. 

 Huh? Wthh!  How to be like this?

I'm confused so i try to tell to dimas to message Faris on fb. what's wrong with me? and dimas said :"faris dnt want to tell"

 i hope i'll be able to meet again and talk to him directly "what is my wrong? Why u blocked me? 

Now i just can flashback our first tweet . Who shouted the song "wouldnt  change a thing 'he said he really like that song. metoo

 he said make our photo to my wallppr phone. and now the picture is still there in my wlppr

 

Why would eventually become like this? I want us to be a good friend

But now? He disappeared mysteriously without cause by leaving a trillion memories.

u thought u forget this and other memories as easy as hunting the black ants?

 U think this is all easy to forget?  where are you now? hows your life? I dnt know anymore.

I do not understand why become a sad ending

If Faris read this .. I just want ask this  "what's wrong with u until you leave me with  no reason and throw much memories like a freakin ninja?

-elina